I've written here under pseudonym on purpose, because I need to be able to express certain ideas for what they're worth, and because this page is about describing an experience rather than about a person. While this isn't meant to be all secretive, I appreciated that the small readership here basically seemed to understand the intent. Thank you for taking interest in the experience I've described as well as in my writing.

That said, there's a site now that directly links this page to an identity that isn't the one I'm posting under here, even though I've been consistent about posting under the same identity here. That's a spoiler and a no-no in my book. So I'm going to delete this page in 24 hours unless that connection is severed. If I wanted to write under a different name, and draw more attention for it, I would have. I did expect this to happen at some point, though I hoped I'd at least be able to get through my current project before having to tear this thing down. Anyway, to whoever linked me up, which I'm sure you did in good conscience, the decision's yours. Someone's going to have to take that link down for one reason or another.

In college I was already spending so much time on the Internet that I decided to keep a written journal, all old-fashioned-style. Freeform writing lets you do much more with formatting and doesn't let you cover up your mistakes quite as easily as typing, so it's a more-interesting method in a lot of ways.